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Letter 2

Posted by E. D. on November 10, 2016 at 11:35 PM Comments comments (0)

My love,

If you ever worry you aren't enough, just remember you're my best friend.

When you are hurting, let my love comfort you.

When you are sad, let me hold you and dry your eyes.

When you are scared, let me chase the monsters away.

When you feel alone, let me sit with you.

It really boils down to being with you. Let me be with you and share in this life just as we promised each other years ago. As the years brush over us like waves, leaving their marks ...

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Letter 1

Posted by E. D. on August 18, 2016 at 12:35 AM Comments comments (0)

My love,

You make my heart soar!

When I've failed completely, and I've slumped in the dust, making mud a tear at a time, you are the one who picks me up and dusts me off. If in no other way, I know that to have your love I cannot have truly failed. Do I deserve such love? Not in my mind, but God has the grace to bless me with you.

I wish I could say with certainty that we will triumph over all and there will be no more bumps in our road together, but there is so little that ...

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Alone and that's okay.

Posted by E. D. on August 5, 2016 at 1:45 PM Comments comments (0)

It's so interesting to live in 2016, as everyone is electronically connected all the time. I have created pages on Facebook to bring people together and have had some success. However, my blog and this journal have largely been ignored by anyone and everyone that I care about. I wonder why I even maintain this site any more. At least I will be able to read it and look back at where I was mentally, physically, spiritually, and emotionally. Just trying to attain some sort of perspective.


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Emotionally Adrift Again

Posted by E. D. on May 28, 2016 at 12:05 AM Comments comments (0)

I seem to be facing the same crisis of identity that I've struggled with since my adolescence. The familiar feeling that I just don't belong where I am gnaws at me yet again, and I'm so ready to set my roots down and just BE! Perhaps it's better to be than belong... Perhaps the notion of having a life that fulfills is an errant one... Perhaps, but I'm not convinced that this gnawing, aching, pulling feeling is meant to be 'normal' for me or anyone. I've tried to determine where it is that I f...

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Blood & Tears Shed

Posted by E. D. on October 6, 2015 at 2:15 PM Comments comments (0)

When I close my eyes,

I can hear the music in the wind

It sings of adventure and excitement,

danger and tribulation...

Will you share in this adventure?

Have the stars as a ceiling

and the grass as your bed?

Will you share in the blood and tears shed?

I feel a stirring in my soul:

A tug from beyond my screen and books.

Something real is waiting to challenge me

Deeper than I've yet looked.

My hand aches for a sword!


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Journal 08/17/2015

Posted by E. D. on August 17, 2015 at 2:25 PM Comments comments (1)

I am starting a journal. Hardly the first journal entry I've written, but I hope to make this a journal I will keep for many years to come.

It's raining outside, and I'm listening to Yuna's Ballad… just fills me with memories! It occurs to me just how many of my memories are ones that I regret. The many people in my life that I mistreated, failed to treasure… I am truly sorry!

I make a point to love people as best as I can every day. Part of that is because I don't w...

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Lessons Learned

Posted by E. D. on March 1, 2015 at 9:25 PM Comments comments (0)

'When life gives you lemons...'

Yeah, we've heard it before

I'm tired of lemonade

But I've learned from my sores

When life gets colder

And I'm hit harder

If work gets rougher

Or just takes longer

My armor gets thicker

calluses get rougher

My muscles get bigger

I'm mentally tougher

Seems like I'm always fighting

Just waiting for release

From the worry, day and night

I'm still searching for peace


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Posted by E. D. on March 24, 2014 at 11:25 AM Comments comments (0)

I want to be free

Can You break these chains?

Relieve this pain?

Erase the blame?

Quell these flames?

Sometimes I can't see

The fullness of Your Grace

So I run away

Hide my face

Wallow in shame

Don't I deserve the pain?

Can I return again?

I wanna change,

but I'm afraid

I'll just remain

and stagnate

Breathe your life into me!

Tear away the apathy!

Make me the man I should be


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1 Corinthians 13:11

Posted by E. D. on October 21, 2013 at 11:55 AM Comments comments (0)

Dropping rocks

Into my little pond

To distort the surface

You can't see underneath

There's really nothing left

Like a bookless shelf

But there's life after death

So much more I can be

Put the child away

Stand tall in his place

Time to make some changes

And embrace the new me

We define our names

Write out these pages

Establish today's pace

Doesn't matter who sees

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Script Episode 7: Worry Lines

Posted by E. D. on February 17, 2012 at 10:50 PM Comments comments (0)

Hey faithful readers...

Script here. I know it's been a while since I've posted... about a month! However, there's a very good reason for that: the school was attacked by aliens! Not mutants, but aliens! These were crazy green shape-shifting aliens that the professors seemed to recognize. Green bastards just showed up and started going agro! According to Professor Arms, these aliens, Vergents, normally sneak into places and engage in spying using their ability to blend in. Not the...

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